Tuesday, May 23, 2006

It's Tuesday

And what in SAM HILL was I thinking?

I could have had the beta today and I gave it up, willingly?

I almost want to run over the RE office right now, but I also want to never have the beta so I can go on deluding myself that I might be pregnant.

Because I've been having cramps all weekend. Bad'uns. And cramps mean one of two things: 1. I'm not pregnant or 2. I'm pregnant.

I can't believe I could have the beta and I'm not doing it. I reiterate: what in the world could I have possibly been thinking???

23 Comments:

Blogger NMsurrogate said...

You were using your logical brain. Damn logic! I still think you did the right thing both logically and emotionally. Tomorrow will come. Think of nurturing your uterus today. That sounds dumb, but believe me, it is better than constant worry. :) I'll be thinking of you!
-Erika

12:00 PM  
Blogger Soul Searching said...

think good thoughts today!!! Cheesy, I know, but you know I'm totally cheesy so what else would you expect?! I hope things get so busy today that you don't have much time to think about it...I know it's a stretch...but I'm holding on to that hope over here! Lots of positive thoughts for you 2 today, Katie.

12:28 PM  
Blogger DD said...

Hmmmm. For 16.99 you could probably take care of any curiosity we...ooops, I mean YOU...may be having.

However, I would never want to encourage you to do something you had set your mind against weeks ago.

(encourage-encourage-encourage)

12:31 PM  
Anonymous pixi said...

Yeah, you must be going crazy wondering - you've waited long enough as it is! But you had a good reason for waiting, and tomorrow will come and hopefully bring terrific news.

Cramps definitely don't rule out pregnancy!

1:14 PM  
Blogger fisher queen said...

Just one more day! {ducks} Hang in there!

2:13 PM  
Blogger amyesq said...

I know! No, you are doing the right thing. Not that doing the right thing is ever easy. Have fun at the swearing in and GOOD LUCK tomorrow!

2:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm with DD POAS already!!!!!!!!

2:35 PM  
Anonymous Pygmalion's Wife said...

Oh for fuck's sweet sake I can't take it--KATIE WOULD YOU JUST POAS ALREADY???

4:19 PM  
Blogger Gretch said...

We'll be thinking good thoughts for you tomorrow!

4:39 PM  
Blogger PortLairge said...

I admire your restraint. Hopefully you are having alovely busy day today and you are enjoying yourself. Tomorrow will be here soon enough!! Thinking about you. I can't wait for tomorrow.

9:29 PM  
Blogger frog said...

You've been on my mind all evening. I hope you're resting--or at least finding constructive things with which to distract yourself!

10:17 PM  
Blogger Kim said...

*fingers crossed* it's worth the wait.

12:17 AM  
Blogger Thalia said...

I think I already told you I thought you were insane. Noble, but insane. Now it's today and you've not got much longer to go. I will be thinking of you and refreshing madly.

3:56 AM  
Blogger Pamplemousse said...

Today's the day, sweetie pie. Cramps are good!!!

5:10 AM  
Anonymous pixi said...

Good luck today, K!

9:22 AM  
Blogger Soul Searching said...

thinking about you both today, Katie. Good luck!

10:12 AM  
Blogger Jen said...

Good luck today!!! we're impatiently awaiting your results. :)

10:21 AM  
Blogger Kim said...

I'm going to be laying awake thinking of you two tonight. (Matt only let me take the laptop to bed to check on you.)

I really, really, really hope you get the result you've been waiting for.

10:34 AM  
Blogger Hoping said...

thinking of you guys today.

11:11 AM  
Blogger Emilin said...

Waiting. Hoping. Praying.

12:33 PM  
Blogger Clementine said...

My thoughts are with you two today--fingers crossed!

1:02 PM  
Blogger amyesq said...

Freaking out for you right now! Good luck!

1:05 PM  
Blogger art-sweet said...

egads, Katie, my fingers are worn out from refreshing.

Hoping it's good news and here for you either way.

1:26 PM  

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